life as procastination

in my hours of procastination, i visited my fwends' blogs and i guess, got some sneak peeks of their lifes. When i hear ppl say 'every1 is so unique', i used to think iz so cliche but now getting these little insights into my fwends' lifes, i think i've been too confident in my judgment.

Everyone's feelings, thoughts, events in their lifes...iz all so overwhelming and many times, i feel lyke i m missing out so much in life, but in reflection, i guess my life experiences can be pretty entertaining in someone else's perspective.

How to describe myself? how to understand myself? the list would neva end because how do you describe every dimension of a person in words and do u truly noe every dimension of that person? How does one come to understand oneself - i m one of the queens of self-embarrassment n u would fink i m used to it by now, yet dere r moments in which the dese embarrassments can suprise me.

i have dreams. in the midst of chasing after my own dreams, i seemed to have forgotten dat other people have dese strong and ambitious dreams as well. I strive and others strive with me - in the last year of our high skool, most of us do aim to get a high uai. The trick is not to fink of it as a doom if you dont get ur desired mark - uai is onli a shortcut - dere are always more than one way to get to a certain destination...over hills, oceans and jungle.. uai is like a flat road - the easy way out. but if u dont get the easy path - it doesnt matter - dere are other way... they are just a bit more difficult and require a bit more patience and at dis point, my darling fwends is when most of us fail, the ability to endure. I see that all of you have this undeniable and irreplaceable talents but the fact is not how great your talents are but how determine you are to display them and improve them despite obstacles and criticism.